The Entry

Hey everyone! I'm 23 and I'm on the "pick-up". It's been awhile since I been on here, and a lot has been changing in a good way. From here on out I will be posting private journal entries with an occasional opinion or thought. I'm thankful for anyone and everyone who takes the time to read this blog and I'll try to not be as biased as I can, PBS stilo! Please feel free to comment and leave your own opinions (those are cool). Take care. July 1 Wed, 2015 Busy Weekend, mom is going to AZ tomorrow. I can feel the tension rising as days pass with no response to the letters I've sent to my brother and friend. From my whereabouts my family is good. I feel like I should try to stay in touch more - be more involved. Speaking of moving on - I have a interview with Elephants tomorrow. Sounds like a good fit. I can hardly sleep and stay awake at the same time. I feel like a zombie. I need this break. I don't want my loved ones thinking bad of me. I don't want to see my mother sad. I want to make her happy and work. Miguel Meza July 2 Thurs, 2015 Today was eventful, I did some shopping was fed fall like a Thanksgiving! My brother Eric came over spent time with the family like I mentioned in my previous entry. Purchased new headphones, a hamburger, and finished a interview at Elephants- ran into Oswald. I'm crossing my fingers. Talk soon. Miguel Meza P.s. Mom leaves tomorrow (p.m.) NOTE NEED TO CARE OF HOUSING CLEANUP WHILE GONE. July 3 Friday, 2015 I'm writing on the bus currently traveling to Portland. Going for a ride around town. Air my thoughts out in the city. It's a 100 F day in PDX. Although aura feels adjusted off. I can't help but to wonder the cause to the community? What happened? Everything was okay - misery is contagious. Check in later 6:40PM 8:20PM "waters" are unsettled. Still calming like from a tsunami. 4th of July is tonight at 12 midnight. Maybe the anxiety of a holiday is catching up to us? We need stability! 9:20PM Back at home going to call it a night. Tired the heat I barely sleep. Can't wait to work. Miguel Meza July 4 Saturday, 2015 7AM "His F up", a cold drink that bends the neck and spine oppositely. An agreement "yeah-" after a unsettled question. All treasures of my life. Happy 4th of July. I'm sober this year. A present to my mom/dad/family. This morning I woke up at @4:30am sharp, cooked eggs, fiesta beans, queso, tortillas (6) count, with a cola. I walked to the chevron, a local gas station, to find it closed; I get around! ;) Check in later. 4:50pm Getting ready for a friends party. Weather is fantastic. Happy birthday Robert "beto" Aguas. 8:14pm Everyone is getting ready for the evening. the streets are getting empty. Dad bought pizza and a cola. YES! 6am Had a great time at Jessica's. A bonfire, Round Table pizza, and drinks.I met a couple new friends as well. good people. Nice environment, Jessica is really nice! a 5k hike back home! Miguel Meza P.s. mom comes home today.