MezKid.

I think I am going to let myself make mistakes.

Am I stuck up if I always want to do good and be the bigger person or should I be easier on myself and let myself make mistakes to learn and catch myself?

Is it okay to try less because you want to analyze your life a little differently? Or is that dumb because you should always try your best.

as the day continues i realize that life is harder than it seems. things get really hard to understand and the weight of the world falls on my shoulders again. I'm back to the same spot I told myself I'd be okay if I got there again. but it still feels the same. It feels like I can't control it. I am noticing it now though and I am keeping my composure. I know that I am going to not stop having hope in myself. I don't want to lose that. I don't think it's a bad thing either.

It's been a minute and I'm still doing my thing I really enjoy telling other people how I'm doing and also talking to people who are going to bring me up and not down in the world. I like to be connected and it's staying that way. I am a lot more "cleaner" now. I don't like that word yet and I don't believe in it. but staying busy has something to do with it. I don't think it has anything to do with you changing?

If I have a good day I am a blue. Someone who is otherwise is yellow. I don't like to mix sometimes because it will take me away from the color I was comfortable being. Whatever they may be going through I know that green can be and is beautiful. But, I don't want to lose who I was and become impressionable. I like to share the beauty of one another without having to sacrifice who I am as a person and have to carry that image of being labeled green now. I was a healthy blue or yellow for that matter. I'd like to stay that way after our interaction. This is called colors. I came up with the idea in group today. I hope it is insightful. Thank you. Have a good day.